The first night

Well... tonights the night of a new beginning! For the first time, I didn't want to go out because my friends were all sleeping over someones house instead of driving home late at night, and I contemplated going over and over. Dont get me wrong...I wanted to go out. I LOVE going out, laughing, and having a good time with friends, but tonight was different. I was embarrassed. I didn't want to sleep over becuase I have gained so much weight that I now snore. I am tired of being apprehensive. I am tired of being single. I am tired of being overweight. I don't want to have to worry about staying over a friend's, or falling asleep next to a guy in the fear of snoring because I am overweight. So tonight is the night of a new beginning. Tonight starts my journey of becoming fit, healthy, and the quest of finding someone to love.....